There are days like this when I’m lucid
trapped inside a haze of clouded thoughts
there are days like this when you’re with me
and I have no thoughts at all.
These are the days I sit here wondering
what life will throw my way
these are the days I sit here in awe
these are the times you have me stay
You sit there quiet just like always
blank expression on your face
you are the cloud that fogs my judgement
you are the place where I run away
and yet you sit there with your anger
I can see it but I can’t.
Yes you sit there pointing fingers
these are the days I just can’t stand
so I’ll walk away into my memories
I’ll slowly float beneath the waves
these are the things that I am made of
I always hate today.